Last week crap, this week who knows?

Last week I was in such a negitive mood, that when I went to church, I didn't feel a thing. I was driving the spirit right out of me. We just attended Sacrament and then came home. We began to watch Charmed and saw the episode when Piper became a Furie and had to deal with the fact that Prue had left her. It brought back to me my own feelings when I left my daughter. It brought back it all. It helped me greave again and make me feel again. A little later our Home Teacher came by and we sat and talked. It felt so good to just talk to someone who would listen. Someone who has been where I've been. My HT was inactive for many years until his neighbor invited him back to church. He knew it was the right thing to do and it helped him and his family. He is now the 2nd councilor to the Elders Quorum President. It was just so wonderful to invite the spirit back and to be ready to receive it. I know now that I need to get my act together and get it done, to have my PH back and all my blessings and to take this family to the temple to be sealed. I just need to make sure I do it the Lords way.