Still lost, no where to be found

The one thing I did like about working for Dell was the fact that I was working. When Chris got her job working for Godfathers and then trained as a manager, I did not know that they were going to move her to different stores to "help out" and have me get fired from my job, so that we are screwed. Yeah I hope I can get back on unemployment, yeah I can go out looking for another job, but what would be the point, if her job comes first and I have to be fired or quit from a good paying job? Making the choice to quit Winegars was not the brightest idea I had. Yeah i have issues with my hands, and with a person there, but it was a job, I got to work early, I got to bed early, even though somedays Ben did not want me to sleep before I could go to work, but it worked out. I am going in tomorrow to the Roy store and see what I can do to get a job back at Winegars. They changed the bakers around so its a little weird not seeing Troy here in Clrfld. But who knows, *"IF"* the owner takes the GF store in a WY and Chris is named the manager there, who knows when it will be. The great thing is, we'd be going to a store that is well established, I have seen some reviews on it, online, and they have not been favoriable, but when they make nearly $600K a year, in gross, and that owner is selling it for just under $200K, yeah, thats a Damn good deal.
Tuesday night, I go to my next Priesthood court to see if I will be eligable to be reinstated in the church or not. And with it, get the paperwork started to the 1st Presidency of the Church for reinstatement of all my blessings. To be honest, if I were to die tomorrow, w/o having it all back, I would be fine with it. I have what i want and need. My wife, my children, and my life. They are the greatest blessings I can ever have in my life. Had it not been for my choices I made, I would not have them in my life. Yes I have gone against Gods will, yes I have been punished. I have asked for forgivness, I have done what I could to do what is right. It is now in Gods hands. I will do what He would want me to do.