The night cometh

I have a frend that I met while Yahoo was able to let us create "User chat rooms." She is not of our faith, but she would visit the room that was created for LDS and non-lds to meet and maybe learn something or just hang out and talk. She has a blog elsewhere and I was looking at it today. I even went back a few years to see what she had written. And I came across a blog on what the name her blog represents. She goes by "The Night Cometh." Someone had shared with her where that came from. It is found in John Chapter 9 verse 4. So I looked it up and read the entire chapter. The Savior healed a blind man on the Sabbath and he shares his story of how he was healed and no one believes him. It brought me back to my blindness. Not a physical, but a spiritual, emotional blindness that goes deeper then I allow myself or others to see. So many have tried to show me my blindness, and I just ignore them. Being able to see what you are blind too, and try to open your eyes to seeing the light again is hard. What if I shut it out again? What if this or that? What if I open my eyes and I am not sure if I can live up to what is expected or required of me? I would say I am a person that does not care what others think of me, but I would be called a liar. It just depends on the situation. I have opened myself many times to others that have taken advantage and left me for dead. They don't care, they don't give a damn, and I have to live with that. They say they pray for me, and such, but that tells me nothing. Some may say I am like someone from the Book of Mormon who asked to see signs. So who knows. Though I know that what the Savior has said to those of us who are sitting on the fence, or those who are luke warm.


Revelation 3:16
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

So we shall see what happens.