Can't feel any better, but working on it.

The good thing about leaving something, is that you should always look ahead and not look back. Too bad Pottiphers wife didn't listen to the Lord. What would it be like to be a pillar of salt? Would I loose my flavour? Would I just be blowing in the wind like the sand? anyway enough of my ponderings in outerspace. I have not completely but systematically stripped my FB account so that no games, or pages, or requests, or other thing that would distract me from enjoying the peace and quiet of just doing other things that need to be done. I do still play toontown and that gives me something to enjoy. But the FB games have just not only bored me, but there is no challenge in them anymore. But of course I think I was born a No-Mad and should travel and do things and change as often as I can. I hate change but I do like it most of the time.
Last week I began to read a book that my HT brought to me, a while ago and it has helped me understand a little more to the Atonement and what it can do to help me. I still am being bombarded by Satan, I know it and he knows it, I just need to work on pushing him back so I can have the spirit to be with me. I will say though in a few days, the kids will be heading to Texas and it will be nice to have the house to ourselves again. I think also then I can get myself in a better frame of mind. One thing that I will look forward too int he new year is Mary will be staying there in TX for the school year so that she can be with her dad and maybe get some more one on one time with him. We think that will be the best for her. So all we would have to worry about is Zach during the week and David during the weekend. So we got that going for us. Which is nice...