General Conference

I wanted to comment on a talk and I know there will be more later, but I wanted to comment on Elder Andersons talk. On a recent post, I titled it, 1/10th of a grain of a mustard seed, is that enough faith? What an incredible talk. Just to have enough faith to know, to have the faith to continue and be blessed. Maybe that has all I have been going on for some time. Just enough faith, to realise when I have known it all along, and have to be reminded by those whose faith is stronger then mine. There have been so many times I have wanted to give up, so many times I have just moved to end of the rope, so many times I wonder if God does love me. It is those times, that He sends His servents and brings me back from the brink of oblivian. Sometimes I wonder and ask, What is so special of me? Why should I have to do all that, why can't I just stay on the path to the terrestial ot telestial kingdom? That is my choice, my agency. Yet, when I am touched by the Lord, I try to bring myself back. Yet I keep going back to my ways. It is so hard some days to remember that He loves, me, that we wants me to come to Him for all things. Then He sends His servents. And for a time, all is well. Thanks to Elder Anderson, that has helped me understand, no matter what, if I do have the faith somewhere buried there, I need to bring it out. Or I'll be visited. I am so grateful for a loving Heavenly Father who does knows me and loves me enough to help me in so many ways.