Its finally time.

I am not sure if I want to share this post or not. I was going through some pictures my wife had on her phone. And I stumbled on one that made me cringe when I saw it. It was of me, sitting in a chair at the barber shop. And it sickened me. Is that really me? Do I really look that bad? What on earth am I doing with all that weight? And I came to myself and realized, that is not me. That is not healthy. That just cannot be anymore. And for nearly an hour I searched for the Vet who could not move, was obese too. Then he bought this program and began to change. The doctors say he would never run again. He made them eat their words. I went to the site that has the program and read through everything I could. Then I made the choice to get the middle program. I know I will catch Hell for buying something without asking, but I am not doing this just for me. This is for Emma, Benjamin, Jacob, Phoebe, Chris. I want them to be proud of what I will accomplish with the changes I need to make and be able to be the husband, and father they want me to be. No. The husband and father, I want to be. I want to be able to run and not be weary, To walk and not faint. I want to be the man I am potential to be.

This was me. Last year as I sat and waited for the wife and kids to get their haircuts.